it's hot and devilish.
i am all alone in school again. yes, t study security&surveillance but the feel isn't right yet, so i hop here for a little break.
baby redo his report for cmsk ytd night. i accompanied him through it, more of like keeping track if he has fallen asleep cause we both were really tired, &what matters most is that his report is due today! yayness, cause we did managed t complete it by around 500 in the morning! we slept for an hour before zooming t tp cause he has class and i need t study for term test.
i feel so proud of myself cause i am kind of having the wide-awake feeling w just an hour of sleep. but then again, maybe I'll do something funny today cause i always do when i feel really tired. :/
and tp is really hot, as in the temperature here is really horrible. ): I've been dripping wet since I've got here and wasted a couple of tissue. and i only have a pack today, it's surelyyyy not enough for a girl who perspire non-stop. booo.
i want t stop here. tp-secure isn't very friendly as usual. I've 2, 3 blue screens throughout this post.
crap, i am really sleepy now. maybe a very irritating and high song can wake me up.. (:
/Gary: haha! don't know whose blog like more upsetting lor.
/Karhong: yup yup, bestie! sorry that u have t tahan all those nonsense. bestie 就是 bestie sia!
i should be studying now.
oh well, baby had soccer at serangoonsec today! i didn't get t watch cause i was still lazying around on my bed. however, i managed t meet him for breakfast (which consist of actually just icelemontea from KFC). but still i am very happy cause we didn't get t meet up like this outside school for awhile already. (:
so i hope this few weeks will end quickly and smoothly, so we can meet up for dates after term test. be friendly raywong. don't give so much work, luh! (:
-heading back
my boy was injured by a guy from the other team. apparently the guy's studs ate into his knee but he said it hurts only when he walks. ): but still, i can see that it hurts kind of badly cause he starts t limp a little as he walks. my poor boy, i am thinking of getting him his bottled salonpas and some bandage if it still hurts badly tmr. then off we go t see doctor if it still doesn't get any better.
well well, i think i can afford t rest awhile more before doing up notes for term test, couldn't i? i am kind of tired, lazy, lazy, lazy. :D
oh crap, i wish my brain has a USB port t plug in and copy files just like that. good idea right? can i use it for major proj? do floor plan for my brain using autoCAD and revit out the 3D effect before using security&surveillance t spy on how my brain actually works before planting in the USB port. :D
FAT HOPE, YW
ps: we saw guanliang today. he has gone skinnier. omg, i wish i could lose some fats too before i can proudly demand baby t piggyback me all around. XD
ending here today! i am feeling kind of random!
sometimes, i think i ask too much from bestie and boyf.
alright, raywong sat down and read what i was writing. apparently i only came up w the first few words. like he said, its still going t be up on the web for all t see, so no point lah. so I'll continue on what i was going t write on.
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period made me a really bad friend and girlf.
i quarrelled w bestie over nothing.
i read boyf's sms inbox, w/o his permission.
i forced boyf t go for his lesson.
i nearly not let boyf go for soccer.
what's next? idk, i really don't. its like idk why that is even happening. i don't really mood swing that much. maybe its due t the endless blue screens, unconnectable tp-secure, 4 packed bus, etc. pissed by so many stuffs, &felt neglected by boyf cause his projs &presentations are never ending. ):
&i KO ytd night. missed my reading session for security&surveillance. i totally deserve t fail this quiz today. i only did 5mcq, the rest are blanked. i couldn't solve anything. nothing came up at all, all because i KO ytd.
i should have sat up when Gary woke me up by sms.
i should not have slept on my dumb bed since i already know i need t wake up.
i should not have slept at all cause i couldn't get up t wake boyf up too.
i should have concentrate while reading w bestie in sch.
i should have, i should have.. but its all too late now. i can only work harder for projs and term test.
i hope boyf's soccer ends soon. period makes me feel like emoing &that's not good at all.
hi. i am in school now at 635pm. it has been a
looooonnnnnggggggggg day. ya.
haha! that was from boyf! i am in it sch using their lab comps cause baby is doing proj w his classmates and i want t wait for him t be done then we can go home tgt! :D
I'll be have space planning assignment (tmr 800) and security&surveillance quiz (Friday) this week. i should really buck up cause i have no idea how t draw the bubble diagrams (for spaceplanning) &where my lect has reach until (for secsur). i want t score really well for CA since I'll need them t pull up my grades. ):
buck up, yw. exams isn't as easy as u think. D:
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btw, i ate (&spent) a lot today. i had beehoon w dishes (2$) at 830, prata and milo dinosaur (3$) w class and a packet of rice (3$) that I've just finish. i spent away the 5$ that i am supposed t return t Clements. ): luckily i don't get t see him until Saturday. XD oh ya! Karhong treated me drinks too. omggg, I've spent so much money in one day. how can i save up for uni this way? ):
i should really stop eating. stop me, people. its all for a good cause.
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and i gave massage session during proj management today. we ended early as usual, so i hop around giving massage since class were all playing restaurant city. leaving me, Winnie and Zohan out casted. ):
oh well, i gave head massage t Anthony again. he fell asleep &i nearly did too. it was like for 30mins or more and got really really reallyyyyy sleepy. &omg, i have his DNA all over my fingers. he should pass me some of his cuteness DNA then we can do the dance move tgt. HAHAHA!
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alright, i think i should really start sleeping more. i said soo many weird things today. Winnie kept laughing and laughing lah. i think it got something t do w all the running &catching between Winnie &i getting chase by Gary."sooo, today so hot ar?" :D
It is the heart that makes man rich. He is rich according to what he is, not according to what he has. -Henry Ward Beecher
i guess it means being generous w my heart? but sorry all, my heart is filled and enough only for one boy. HAHAHAHAHAHA!
okay lah, I'll be nicer t everyone else. like i am not in the first place. come on, yw is a very very niceeeee girl! :D
anyway, that quote was what I've gotten for apel assignment, which is equals t: "give a person from another class a treat (lunch or something) w/o any reason." but i had t tell my lovely boy that it was part of my apel assignment before he let me treat him. it still counts right? :D
anyway, i think I'll do more funny things today. i am really really tired. didn't sleep since waking up at 12mn ytd. irdd, boy, sch, &here i am.
say hi t my dark circles, headache and dying eyes.
i am back from fdm freshies camp. &I've Winnie and Gladys for company for the entire 3 days! but i still miss my boy terribly. ):
DAY ONE:
sch, boy'f house, sch, home, sch, camp, found Alvin's clone (other than Gladys), dance, spooky trail, dark room w Winnie, Gladys, Clements &Alex, mac for supper, sleep
DAY TWO:
shower, darling boy, cc, bpw1, kfc lunch, bpw2, darling boy left, bpw3, tampines one, duckway, pasta mania dinner, camp, Anthony cute dance, debrief, shower, 02 bunk
DAY THREE:
punch by Alvin (x.x), woke the rest, sleep, wash up, camp, sleep, camp video, debrief, dark room, toilet cubicle w no toilet paper, makan, home
yea, i think i just summarised my 15th-17th may.
&I've got irdd research t do and somehow, my alarm didn't work just now. ): thank goodness that Gary msg me and brought me out of my dreamy world and back t the harsh reality.
anyway, photos on camp soon. loads of filtering t do for Gladys since the photos are under vc. &yayness, i managed t capture loads of tak glam photos. join my tak glam photography workshop, anyone? XD
i shall start on irdd soon. i hope i don't have t present tmr. please please pleaseeeeeeee.
i miss my boy. he has been working on his projs for the past idk how many weeks/days/hours/minutes/seconds, morning/night morning/night. I'll have t learn t be more patient and not disturb him. i think i suck at that. booooooooo.
i am such a selfish girlf. :/
i love you, baby! loads of hugs &kisses tmr! (:
/Gladys: yup yup! i can't wait t see how u all going t develop the film in dark room!
&all i did was t drop my phone.
it wasn't a very far distance from the floor. it wasn't hit on a floor as rough as sch concourse floor, but it did more damage t it than i would have thought of.
my touchscreen stopped working. i couldn't back up my phone cause I'll need the touchscreen t change the transfer mode from fast to normal. i couldn't switch off my alarm clock, which i had t put it on snooze for ard 2 hours cause i had all 3 alarms on. &warranty ended few months back.
laptop refuses t connect t internet ytd night. i felt like it was the end of the world since I've lost in the scissors, paper, stone w karhong which means i had t bring lappy for proj today. everything went down so hard on me ytd. i was really pissed. i threw my phone numerous times hoping that it will knock itself back okay.
nothing works, nothing works but i manage t survive a night and half of a morning of horror.
since i was up, i tried t connect t internet w lappy today, it works. then i opened Firefox t see how t save my phone. i read the forum and did as the person from Canada did, it works.
i guess I'll have t be really gentle w my gift t myself (from last year). this sonyericsson w960i is still my favourite, so please don't give up on me.
i kept rumbling t baby about the phone and disturbed him while he was doing his work. sorry baby, &thank you. you're forever the best!
and I've never back up my phone before, but its never too late t start.
you'll know.
/xq: haha! don't want leh. i think this is so cool can. i actually copied the idea from Val. :X
okay, its been a week. actually, it has been more than a week since I've started w aircon assignment. guess what, i am still stuck at the bloody question and tmr, i am having a quiz on that exact question. if only Gary remembered how t do it. ):
anyway, tmr is the damn deadline for the aircon assignment and my teaching notes which I've not started on. its the reason I've gotten on lappy too.
love said that his mum just want us t concentrate more on our studies instead, therefore she said those words. i should believe, but forcing one by sending him overseas in a month just so that we don't meet anymore, is extreme t me, like a last resort. i don't like it, neither does he. but we are contented w what we have now, at least we have us.
study, people. damn that irdd &aircon. there goes my sleep, i am soo not sleeping tonight.
and wj send us home today. i felt glad cause i didn't have t go all the way home alone, i had company. joining vc wasn't a wrong choice. look, i can have friends too &&photography is soo fun. (: i can't wait for uncle t buy his D300 cause he say he will leave it in my hands after that. he said he wont be using as much as i will. :D
&&i made friend w Gary, we are doing law proj tgt! look people, i made friend w a person from another class &i am so proud of it. don't say me dao already luh. haha!
okay. teaching notes, here i come. i'll figure out how t do the assignment tmr. no point getting stuck for the next 12 hours.
i love you, baby!
/Robin &Gladys: thanks guys. :D
/Alex: yea, i realised. xq damn cool right? but cannot praise her too much de hor, xq?
yea, i am in school early again. I'll get used t getting up early, going library/cc and doing some work. i gave him the butterfly choco that i made ytd, this morning. it wasn't sweet and all but he ate it all up. happy!
and his mum doesn't like sweet food. now, what should i do? make a pie? idk how t make a pie, omggggg. maybe I'll cook fried rice luh, is it better? at least for fried rice, I've done it before. or beehoon. you know, home economics. :D
I'll try my best for those things, watch youtube on how t do and reading up on the net. but as for the aircon hydraulics assignment, I've so so sooo many doubts. i managed t do the first few and i am proud of it. 3 more full questions w abcdefg that i dont know left. any one that have taken psychometrics have any idea how t do? w/o the kg/s, i am hopeless. cause kg/s is part of the formula, give me m3/s and i am stuck. ):
yw is not working hard enough but still jiayou!
ps: i am getting more chocolate today. buy more, make more. 2 nights left t practise. and i've t get proper moulds. i've been using the one for agar agar that we used t make w aunt. X.X
when weight loss becomes weight gain. all the left over cmi chocolate, i've been eating on my own. ):
cause we love.
i am not as sad now.
i told karhong everything. thank you bestfriend for being there. at that time, i couldn't survive will all those thoughts in my mind but it's all better now. (:
actually, as I've stated in the last post, we'll be concentrating on our studies. for the first time, yw will be working and saving really hard. please, if u find me not producing work of good quality, tell me. i really really want t do well for my CA/exams. my gpa has been pulled down by my second sem and i really got t buck up.
all As for proj, people!
anyway, i am working hard on the chocolates now. his birthday is on Wednesday, mum's birthday and mothers' day is on Sunday. this year is chocolate-making year. if the chocolate is successful, i want t make some for his mother too. its okay if she refuse t accept, I'll try again next year. (:
cause we've got t sacrifice now for the future.
btw when Alex was asking me 你最近还好吗 w the SHE song, i was fighting back my tears. killers! X.X but it's also w friends in vc and class (darren, robin, karhong, winnie, gladys .....) that i managed t laugh these few days. thanks people, appreciated!
anyway, i want t go for the vc w the new members! I'll go along w him when he has decided t go on Monday or Tuesday, ..should be can hor? (:
okay, i think this post is enough.
its all for his/my/our future;
aunty &uncle, we'll be good. don't do the extremes t either of us please.
